Yes, I am in bed at 9:30 on a Saturday night.

Sometimes a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do.
And this girl needed to get off her feet, relax and go to bed so she actually gets some sleep.

This whole getting up at 7 to get to work at 8:30 has been rough.
And not pretty.

I come in to work with another cup of coffee after i've just downed one.

I am not nice in the morning.

And then everyone else wants to go out and have fun and i'm just over here like "i'm taking a nap, see you in a few days".

I can deal with being tired sort of, but being hungry is another level of cranky.
But tired and hungry equals scary dragon lady.

I am trying not to be a scary dragon lady at both works...

And damn I forgot how much my calves hurt after a day of standing.


I literally came home.
Ate dinner.
And took a freaking bath when today there was a high of 91.

91 degrees.

too hot for a bath but after being on my feet for 10 hours I needed one.

So yes I know I sound like a super old lady that doesn't want to go out, but its already hard for me to get up in the morning, much less being tired from going out the night beforehand.

Plus the pool of men has dried up, so no prospects for going out for a drink,

Plus i'm too proud to go by myself.
I don't need a man to feel like I have worth.
But some freaking attention would be nice.


Anyways, so I am an old soul, who likes to sleep, and eat on a regular basis.
I cannot go out and then be expected to function the next day with out repercussions.

Sorry but that is just me.
Take it or leave it.