He could be the silence in this mayhem

So if you haven't heard the song Like I can by Sam Smith you need to listen to it like right now.

I have no idea why this song hasn't hit me sooner but it just has.

I absolutely love it.

We so often hear songs by straight singers but this one is so genuine and lovely and unique.
And often times men are not known for being emotional or wanting to express themselves.

But this blows all those stereotypes out of the water.

And it shows how men will also go the distance for love and how the too long to be loved and to prove themselves.

Maybe i'm just in a sad single rut right now.
The male gender is being particularly difficult right now...

The line in particular that I didn't realize what it really was until I looked up the lyrics is "He could be the silence in this mayhem".

And I strive to find someone who can quiet my mind.
That really hit me.
Because I overthink pretty much everything.
So to have a single moment where I can just be, without overthinking would probably hit me like a ton of bricks.
I am constantly judging myself and tweaking my actions.

I can probably count on one hand the number of times i've been fully free of my mind.

But this song is just too good and touches on so many different emotions.
And how you can find love.

Someday.
Someday.