"When you get mad like this, you make things happen".

So i'm an emotional roller coaster.
We've been over this and this is not new news for those of you that have the chance or in some ways misfortune of hearing my rants.

It has gotten better.
But one of the things about being passionate is that I will get to a certain point where I have had enough and then I am literally unstoppable.
Like a switch just turns on and suddenly I just cannot stop.

I kick ass and take names when i'm mad.
Which can be interesting.

But for the most part I focus my energy and emotions into accomplishing something.

The "mess" I was talking about yesterday usually goes something like a breaking point, I mope and then i mentally beat myself up enough that I don't want to hear it anymore that I switch and change my mentality.
It goes from impossible to possible.

So that is what happened.

I started by cleaning my room.
And then I made a list of everything I needed to do today.
Set some alarms.
And went to bed.
I think organizing my life into a list of every minuscule thing helps because my mind is already overthinking, I don't want to have to bring up the list of things to do.
So list done.
I woke up, drank some water and did a mini work out.
Made my bed and then some breakfast.
And started out on my list.
Worked on the blog.
Finished a job application.
Took a shower and got ready.
Dropped off a resume at There's no place like home.
Went and met with Whitney my internship lady, and I got an awesome little osprey hiking back pack as a thank you for the blogging i've done.
Went and dropped off the application.
Both places I went seemed interested so there is hope.
Came home, took a nap and then went to the Durango Art walk with the friends.
Spent the rest of the evening with them and then came home and here I am now.
And you know what? I got almost everything done.
The only thing I didn't get done was the "get a job" task.
But its getting there.

So yes I am an emotional roller coaster, but it just means I am passionate and I get shit done when I am upset.

So yes, this job hunt has now become my lesser.
Bring it on.