On a scale from 1 to nature valley granola bar...

How much is your life falling apart?

Currently i'm at about i'd say a 7 or 8,

Today at both works I did not win at all.


I'm still learning all the kinks for both since I've started both at pretty much the same time.

And one of my coworkers at one of the places was a bit cranky with me today.
And I don't take that well like ever.
And there may have been tears.
Because I am the definition of a hot mess.
And I overreacted.
And it was bad.

And then after that I went to my other job and I somehow didn't get the memo about no shorts.
Go figure.
Julia not getting something,  yeah happens all the time...
Well the last few times I've worked there I've worn dresses or a skirt.
I assumed, which you should never assume, that I could wear these shorts.

No such luck.

Now the other place I work is an upscale boutique so I just didn't fully think my outfit through.
And you are supposed to look nice.
Which I completely understand and respect.

Just forgot that shorts might not be appropriate.

So I had to find something else to wear which was ok because there are ton of cute things for me to wear instead.

But today was 0/2

HOWEVER!

I got a sweet little carnation bunch from one of my coworks Lani and now I just have to pass on the act of kindness.

And after that hell of a day I was at the grocery store, looking like a hot mess and with my RBF on, and this random guy comes up to me and says that I look pretty.

Certainly did not expect that because my make up was all messed and you know how after you cry your mascara is never really the same for the rest of the day.
And i'm just hot and sweaty because its been a long hot day.
And he thinks I look pretty.
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Yeah I'm not sure what he was seeing...

I should just go find that guy and marry him.

And a big thank you to my wonderful roommate, my best friend Nick and my momma for the encouraging words.
Plus my coworkers for the hugs.


Tomorrow will be better