The only middle child conundrum

So for my entire life I've never been alone.
Being the middle child I guess has that one perk.
Actually being the middle child isn't too bad.

But this is my first ever experience of being an only middle child.
Currently Claire is freaking in Italy on a band trip.
I'm so jealous but I know shes having a fantastic time!
Love her so much.

And Owen just moved out a month or so ago.
So I get to see him occasionally.
But right now i'm back home and the only child.
And its the weirdest thing ever.

I've always had at least another sibling here with me.
Before Claire was born it was O and I.
And then Claire came along.
And I was forever the middle.

But when O went off to college I had Claire.
And then I went off to college Claire was like an only child.
Then O moved back in and it was like all the chicks were back in the nest.

AND NOW OWEN IS MOVED OUT AND CLAIRE IS AWAY AND I'M ALL ALONE!
And I don't know how to process it.
The parentals just focusing on me.
Just me.
Only me.
The filling in the sibling sandwich child.

Its so weird being the only when you are the middle child.
So odd.

Thank god Claire is coming home tonight so its not so weird!
I cant wait to see her!