Well that was odd...

So I over analyze everything.
It just happens without me even knowing.

Well Sunday was a pretty normal day.
Came into work, Matt got me tea, with out me even asking.
Seriously I have the best coworkers.

But when someone does something that I deem odd, it doesn't sit well.
Because I am always tweaking my actions.

This one lady came in, and had some errands to run and trusted us enough to hold onto her small bag of groceries whilst she did them.
Would you do that?
Probably not.
I like to not have to really depend on people so I will do everything I can all myself.
But she just trusted us to not eat her triscuits.

And then later that day after I came back from watching the womens world cup soccer game with some coworkers after work and I had accidentally left my lights on.

I've been home probably 20-30 minutes and I get a knock.

Its yet again another crazy eyed neighbor.
What is the deal with my complex and having crazy people??

Well she nicely asks if I have a red car, which I do.
And that i've left my lights on so I should go turn those off.

Just as i'm turning away to get my keys and making idle chatter she asks if I have wifi.
Which I do.
Now i've learned from before about letting strangers in so I didn't let her in Mom.
And she asks if she can have my password so she can get on the internet.
Now there are plenty of places in Durango you can get free wifi.

So I lie that I don't know the password and I don't know where I left it.
Which is half true.
I feel bad about lying but really would you just randomly ask a stranger to use their personal wifi when you've never met them before.
I certainly wouldn't be that ballsy.
I do know where it is, I do not know it by heart however.

She goes away but i'm just stuck thinking about this.
Like I always try to do unto others as I would have them do unto me.

I try to be generous and forgiving.
But sometimes there are lines.
Like leaving your stuff with strangers.
Or asking for a random neighbors wifi password.



I feel bad about saying no to that one lady, but what if we had another similar situation like with that one lady I let in.

Nope i'm good.

Am I crazy for acting this way or is it totally rational?