Seniority

KC and I decided to do senior pictures.
Even though they turned out similar to engagement pictures.
And it was just the two of us so it was a lot of focusing the camera, putting on the timer and running to  pose.
Lots of good faces.

But I remember just like yesterday doing senior pictures for high school.
And here I am.
Doing my own.
Graduating from college in May.

Still very much inside the girl that I was 4 years ago.
But in many ways the woman that has changed into something more.

I remember stressing over my speech for graduation.
And causing drama in marching band.
And stressing about being single.

Some days I still think i'm going to end up alone.
But for the most part i'm content with what the world wants to throw at me.

Because I have grown and fought for this seniority.
And I am in my own skin.

And I wish that KC wasn't graduating early because our relationship has grown with our time together.
And I will miss her so much.

But she is moving on.
And soon I will too after her.

And it will be okay.