Just relax

So KC and I have had our own little adventures over the years.
Like quite a few.

We have the best time out most of the time.
Except when i'm in one of my weird moods where when boys don't pay as much attention to me.
Then I get sad and jealous.
It's not cute.

Well I have moods.
As we all do.

Well sometimes I get into a mood and I just cant get out of it.

Well this was one of the times where I was in a mood.
And then KC and I went out.
And I was just not relaxed.
And oh so uptight as the usual capricorn that I am.
And I was the DD.
So I was especially uptight because at least with even the slightest bit of alcohol my shoulders that are usually up by my ears have come down from their towers.
I'm an uptight person and when an evening doesnt go as planned.
And I get jealous when i'm out and I don't get the same attention as my friends from those of the male persuasion.

I know its sad.
And I shouldnt care.
But when I get into a whirlwind its hard to get out.

And it was one of those uptight nights.
And it was not cute.

But I came out of it realizing that I should stop looking so much down on people.
Sometimes I need to go with the flow.
Let my damn hair down and just relax and not over think what people are thinking of me.
Its okay to just be me.

So next time. It'll be better.