Letting my hair down

Now if you didn't know, I didn't get to celebrate my 21st birthday because of some dumb snow.
Another thing is I dont let my hair down all that often. Or pretty much ever. If  you ever see my hair down its because I literally have nothing to do. Or I'm really trying to flirt. About 95% of the time you will see my hair up on top of my head. Out of the way.
I just never let go and be free.

But I was finally celebrating my 21st and I wasn't going to let my inhibitions get in the way of me enjoying the one night where I was allowed to be crazy and wild.

And I didn't.

Don't worry mom I was safe.
I drank a lot of water.
Stayed with my friends
Flirted. A lot.
And got a really nice guys number
And then threw up in the bathroom of the office.
So I didn't really have a hangover, which I guess is a plus.
Drunken me somehow was able to know that I was not feeling well and to go to the bathroom.
Good job drunk me.
I'd also like to add i'm a bit of a light weight so it didn't take much.

But to just let go for once in my life and not worry about what other people are thinking about.
To just dance and flirt.
I don't go up to boys when I think they are cute.
I just hope they have enough balls to come up to me.
Or I just glance at them awkwardly and hope to god they see me and know that I want to talk to them.
Yeah i'm a bit odd.

But like everyone else under the influence of alcohol, it acts as a truth serum and a confidence booster.
I knew I looked pretty, but being able to have no fear was just incredible

My 21st celebration was pretty wonderful to say the least