First cry of 2015 and WALK THE MOON

So, if you know me, you'll know that I cry on about a bi weekly basis. Not even joking.
Wow I just realized that I start a lot of my blogs with that line "So, if you know me"
Anyways....
Lets start this again,


Did you know that I cry pretty much on a bi-weekly basis? Meaning I cry about once every 2 weeks. Not twice a week. Some weeks are worse and some are better. But lets go with every 2 weeks I cry. I just hold a lot of emotions inside and the only way I really get them out is by crying. I have weird triggers that can just set it all off.
Like if i'm having a bad day and someone sincerely hugs me, that's when the water works start.

But today I watched The Fault in Our Stars for the very first time. With my sister, her significant other man friend and our neighbor Nicole.

NOW IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IT OR IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE BOOK SKIP THE NEXT PARAGRAPHS

It was so sad, and I honestly thought I was going to be a puddle of tears, but I wasn't.
I really thought the part where Hazel wrote Gus's eulogy was terrible and when he wrote the author with help writing hers. Like what the heck?!?
Not only do we have terminally sick teenagers that are in love but both are going to die. And its not like the Notebook where both die. Ohh no! She doesn't die in the movie but he does and shes left behind. And then the author that they are obsessed with doesn't give them the time of day while they are in Amsterdam but suddenly has a change of heart and comes to the funeral?? That screwed with me.
I guess what finally set it all off is when shes reading the email that Gus wrote to Peter and Gus was saying all those lovely things but it was the line "She is so beautiful". That's what set me off. Two tears, only two tears later, and it was the end of the movie.
And it wasn't even Nicholas Sparks, it was freaking John Green! The man that wrote Looking for Alaska and then killed off the girl and left it all at a dead end!
Why John Green why?!?

OK NOW YOU ALL ARE SAFE IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE BOOK

And I'm currently addicted to the song Shut Up and Dance by WALK THE MOON
Today I was listening to it and Owen legitimately came upstairs and started dancing like a crazy person to it. It was a bit weird but seeing as most of them time when O comes upstairs to annoy me, mind you hes turning 23 in less than a month, its to shoot me with his battery powered nerf gun that has massive darts. So suffice to say, the crazy dancing was a welcome relief to the usual.
Its so catchy.
Damn I wish I could dance with coordination!
If you haven't listened to it, do it now!
It will get stuck in your head and it is wonderful.

Day 6! We are almost done with our first week of the new year!